KLIMAKS KEHANCURAN

ini KLIMAKS KEHANCURAN di hidup gu ..

1. PUTUS am pacar gu ..
ini yang paling gennek , cz putusnya ga ada yang pengen tapi gara" DESTROYER , gu jadi putus ama pacar gu ..

2. gu terancam di DO ..
gu begini gara" c DESTROYER juga ..

3. tugas lagi ngalir"nya ..
HEEM sedaap , gu udah pusing me.manage waktu gu ..

4. gu jadi sering dimarahin ortu ..
ini terjadi karena semua yang diatas , kecuali poin pertama ..

5. duit gu ILANG ..
hahanjrit , sedap banget deh ! parah !

6. ditusuk TEMEN sendiri ..
sopan itu orang !! dia penyebab poin pertama dan kedua ..

7. gu merasa IDIOT..
gatau kenapa , gu merasa BODOH aja belakangan ini .. I'm so stupid !?

8. SAKIT HATI BERKEPANJANGAN !?
ahh , ini parah .. ngga ada lagi deh harapan gu balikan .. gara" DESTROYER !!!

9. UN dicepetin !
hahanjir , 22 maret! gu kudu get ready dr skrg !!

10. HP gu diambil nd dibalikinnya pas abis UN !!
hahanjrit ! met tinggal semua !!


KLIMAKS YANG PALING MENGHANCURKAN HIDUP GUA !! SIAL !!

gu sakit hatii bangeeettt :'(

kamu tau ??
aku kecewa ama kamu ..
ini belum apa-apa , baru aja sebentar ..
kamu kenapa gak bilang dari pertama ??
aku lebih suka kalo kamu bilang ..
daripada aku harus dengerin dari orang lain ..

aku kecewa ama kamu ..
kecewa banget ..
kamu gak bilang apa yang terjadi ama kamu ..

aku kecewa ama kamu ..
aku kira kamu beda dari dia ..
tapi kamu gak jauh beda ..
nyaris sama aja tau gak ??

aku kecewa ama kamu ..
banget ..


aku kecewa ama kamu sayang :'(

hah ? pacarannn ?? haha

yyayyayya ..
status gu sekarang "in a relationship" ['with'.a DIRAHASIAKAN]

ahha , ga pernah kebayang dda gu mah bkal jadian ama itu org .. haha KOMEDI [bahasanya dy nii .. hehe]

yya , pokonya let it flow aja ..

semoga HAPPY ENDING dan kaga ada yg terluka .. whaha ajib bgt bahasa gu .. heem ..

yya liat nanti saja yya ..
for : my ayank .. haha :D

the day which I waiting for .. :)

I waiting for this day all day long
as long as I waiting ,
that so many trouble come and go
so you know ,
I thought I can't survive if too long

I'm just too afraid if you same with 'the before'
just hanging me until show me what the real he is ..

yes , I left him ..
with thousand tears and hurt ..

and you came ,
gave me strong to through all the trouble in my life ..
you came and brought a lot of happiness ..
and make me forgot him just for a while that time ..

and you came ,
shared me life ,
and told me how to survive ..

than ,
I waiting for that word ..

I really scare if you look like him ..
I'm not ready for it ..

until I meet this day
17th November 2009 ,
you were being my boy .. haha :)

MY LIFE .. :)

gu dan smua orang g prnah tau ttg apa yg ada di hdup kita selanjutnya ..

yya inlah hidup gu ..
dengan sejuta bahagia
dengan sejuta tawa
dengan sejuta perih
dengan sejuta air mata
dengan sejuta apapun yang ada didunia ini

gu gatau kalo" gu bakal seneng , begitu juga sbaliknya ..
yya , ini semua "destiny" ..
WHO KNOWS ??

haduu sumpah ,
firstly gu udh niat ng.BLOG ..
tapi lupa materinyaa .. ahaha

LUPAKAAN , udahan ahh , ntar dilanjuut .. haha :D



^^baru kali ini BLOG POST gu gajje .. haha :D

love story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

for you , the X5

oh, oh, oh, so much for my happy ending

let's talk this over , it's not like we're dead
was it something I did ? was it something you said
don't leave me hanging in a city so dead
held up so high , on such a breakable thread

you were all the things I thought I knew
and I thought we could be

you were everything everything that I wanted
we were meant to be , supposed to be but we lost it
and all of the memories , so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending

you've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
they tell you I'm difficult
but so are they

but they don't know me
do they even know you?
all the things you hide from me
all the stuff that you do?

you were all the things I thought I knew
and I thought we could be

you were everything everything that I wanted
we were meant to be , supposed to be but we lost it
and all of the memories , so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending

it's nice to know that you were there
THANKS FOR ACTING LIKE YOU CARED
and make me feel like "I WAS THE ONLY ONE"
it's nice to know we had it all
THANKS FOR WATCHING AS I FALL
and letting me know we were done

you were everything everything that I wanted
we were meant to be , supposed to be but we lost it
and all of the memories , so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending



Avril Lavigne _ My Happy Ending


>>> since I know this song , I remember on you . you make me hurt and you just watching me hurt so deep as long as after I said "forget me" .. thats make me really want to show this to you ..

kelas gu

kelas yang aneh ..

begitu kalimat pertama gu sejak gu mengenal kelas gu lebih dalam ..
anak-anaknya yang [gu jujur] biasa ngomongin orang dibelakang [termasuk gu juga begitu] terus ga berani ngomong didepan orangnya secara blak"n ..

yya itulah kelas gu

sekarang" ini , ada beberapa diantra anak kelas gu yang bertugas untuk 'ngurusin' hidup orang lain [dalam kata lain = ikut campur] bisa dibilang mereka itu 'spy' ..

yya itulah kelas gu

sekarang" ini banyak banget yang berubah , dari sifat anak" kelas gu mape yang namanya gelagat ampe jadi makin parah banget .. [UNBELIEVABLE]

yya itulah kelas gu

sekarang" ini baru aja dimainin jujur berani , tapi tetep aja yang kaga jujur ..

yya itulah kelas gu

gu dan beberapa yang merasa sama kaya gu harus SURVIVE sama keadaan kaya gini , kita harus me-REFRESH kelas , kita harus membuang VIRUS yang udah ngebuat kelas gu ampe sebegini berubahnya ..

yya itulah kelas gu ..






INI SEMUA HARUS DIADAPTASIKAN BAGI MEREKA YANG TIDAK TERBIASA DENGAN PERUBAHAN

aku lelah

inilah saat dimana aku sangat merasa lelah ..
aku merasa muak ..

lelah atas segala tanya , segala apa.apa tentang hidupku ini ..
muak atas segala tanya , segala yang pernah aku rasa ..

mau mati ?
pernah berfikir seperti itu ,
tapi buat apa ???


ahhh , apa hidup dimataku ???

apa sii ?

jadi ga ngerti gitu ama perasaan sendiri .. hump , knapa yya ? jadi aneh aja gitu .. rasa"nya gu ga pernah ngerasa kaya gini sebelumnya .. huft ..

berasa kaya hidup sendiri aja didunia ini .. gada yang nemenin ..

seresa kaya pohon di gurun tau ga ?!! ahh bete !!!

semuanya selesai

apa yang gu rasa baik ternyata ga selamanya apa yang gu rasa itu semulus apa yang gu pikirin juga . ternyata pikiran gu itu terlalu datar untuk hal seperti ini . ibaratnya gu masii belum tau pa resiko dari apa yang bakalan gu perbuat . ya jujur , ini semua tentang lu ..

makasii banget buat semuanya yang udah lu kasih ama gu . pujian , tawa , lelucon , dan semuanya deh yang bisa bikin gu seneeng banget ..

tapi , lu ga cuma nagii gu kesenangan batin , tapi lu juga ngasii kesenangan negatif yang udah buat gu terpuruuk banget atas segala ketidak pastian lu , ke-ngga punyaan prinsip lu , ke kurang mengertian lu. lu bikin gu nangis , perih , sakit hatii , kecewa dan sumpah , ini buat gu ga pernah pengen ngenal lu lagi ..

semuanya udah berakhir dan ga akan sama kaya dulu lagi .. mengertilah apa yang gu rasain ke lu .. :(

gu hanya butuh lu untuk sedikit mengerti gimana perasaan gu ..

udah itu aja , ga lebih ..

gu cuma pengen lu mengerti bagaimana rasanya jadi gu yang selama ini ngerasaiin sakit hatinya ngenal lu ..

setaun kata lu kita udh kenal ..

tapi gu cuma ngerasa seneng ama lu satu minggu ..


yaudah , ini semua , SELESAI !!!!

i can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I'll miss the most is waking up next you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I've gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever, I can wait forever
I can wait forever, I can wait forever, I can wait forever

with you

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge:]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my heart.
And..

[Chorus:]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feels..
What I feel when I'm

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge:]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my heart.
And..

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Oh..
With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]
And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And there're hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]

With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
Oh..

how you love me now

Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh (I love you)
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh

You were talking to her
But messing with me
It's finally clear
You're blurring the lines
Are you disturbed?
Oh now you care
Why do you race through my red lights?

Can't understand?
I'll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh

Save
Save it for her
I'm not gonna hear
Your reasons and please-just-take-me-backs
We never were right
Don't waste your breath
You crashed and you're on your own tonight

Can't understand?
I'll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now

Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh

Lights out
I've found out my falling star
Goodbye
The sun rises here
There's no more you and I

Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh (I love you)
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh

Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
Baby tell me how
How you love me now
Whoa oh
Whoa oh oh
Tell me how can you sleep?
How can you breathe?
I hate when you say
How you love me now
How you love me now
How you love me now

touch my hand

saw you from the distance
saw you from the stage
something about the look in your eyes
something about your beautiful face

in sea of people
there is only you
i never know what the song was about
only me , only you and the band
trying to reach out to you , touch my hand

can't let the music stop
can't let this feeling end
'cause if i do , it'll all be over
i'll never see you again

can't let the music stop
until i touch your hand
'cause if i do , it'll all be over
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again

i see the sparkle of a milion flashlights
a wonder wall of stars
but the one that's shining out so bright
is the one right where you are

can't let the music stop
can't let this feeling end
'cause if i do , it'll all be over
i'll never see you again

can't let the music stop
until i touch your hand
'cause if i do , it'll all be over
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again

saw you from the distance
saw you from the stage
something about the look in your eyes
something about your beautiful face

can't let the music stop
can't let this feeling end
'cause if i do , it'll all be over
i'll never see you again

can't let the music stop
until i reach your hand
'cause if i do , it'll all be over
i'll never see you again

can't let the music stop
until i reach your hand
'cause if i do , it'll all be over
i'll never get the chance again
(reach out to you , touch my hand)

I'll never get the chance again
(reach out as far as you can)
i'll never get the chance again
(only you , only me and the band)
trying to reach out to you , touch my hand , yeah

new perspective

I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry me

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fine
And I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up inside

Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
(Getting out of here)

More to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell through
And put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bed
Take a look around instead and watch me go

Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here

It's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'Cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of here
So catch me up I'm getting out of here

insomnia

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

one last breath

Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

harus apa ?

kala aku ,
berdiri pada kebimbangan .,

aku menggapai helai demi helai benang keyakinan .,


kala aku ,
sudah merasa yakin pada apa jawabku .,

selalu , hadirlah engkau mengusik dan seketika mengubah pendirianku .,


haruslah apa aku ??


yya robbi ., pusing juga gu ., hhuks

10 things which should I do before I die ..

hump , 10 ?

1. Sholat Tobat .,
ini bwt ngapus smua dosa" gu slama iidup , jd pas mati ntar skira.a rada tenang "dikit" .,

2. Ngebahagiain Ortu .,
kudu , wajib ., biar s.ngga.a ortu gu "pernah" ngerasa seneng lahh karna gu slama gu iidup .,

3. Minta Maaf ke Semua Orang .,
semuaaa.a ., dr klas gu , ampe guru piket gu ., wajib.wajib .,

4. Nyelesain Novel gu nd nerbitin buku puisi gu ..,
kudu tuntas tuh , biar lu" smua punya knang"n dr gu sblum gu mati .,

5. Naek Haji ama abucik.macik.mama nd papa .,
pengeeeen sekali ng.bwa kalian ke situ ., cz kalian org yg plg ak saiiank d.dunia nii ., hhuft

6. Pergi ke Hogwarts Park .,
pengeeen gu kesanaa ., trus gu pengn bgt msup k asrama gryffindor ., udh gtu kliling hogwarts ampe teklok kaki gu ., trus nyoba naek nimbus 2000 , trus jg nyoba pke hawthorn , trus pengn mandi d.lantai 5 yg khusus prefek ., hhuhuhu , kapan punya duitnya gu kesitu ?? wahh , kudu ahh .,

7. Pengen ketemu ama :
daniel radcliffe , nicholas cage , emma watson , ruppert grint , brad pitt , ben stiller , evana lynch , craig david , david archuleta , justin timberlake , avril lavigne , robbert pattinson dan semua pemeran film" yg udh prnh gu tonton ., ahha

8. Pengen pergi ke bulan ama anaknya Neil Armstrong trus am Sakinah Arifin nd tmen" gu yg b.cita" jd astronot .,
pengen sekali ke bulan , cz gu pengn jd org k.2 yg d.catet d.sjarah manusia ., ehhe

9. Pengen ngomong sesuatu ke seseorang .,
rahasia gu ahh gu pengn ngemeng apa ., ahha

10 . Pengen ke Amerika Serikat dan Eropa .,
tempat yg bkal gu datengin :
menara liberty , patung 4 kpala presiden ntu , central park , white house , disneyland , washington dc , new york , massachusetts tpat.a k boston , idaho , ohio , california ., trus eropa.a : paris , berlin , london , dublin , manchester , aachen , amsterdam , athena , roma .,



semoga bisa tercapai sebelum gu mati , entah kapan itu. .

unbelievable

yaelah , g nyangka gu ., koo bsa sii kya gtu ??? sjauh ini kmu apa ?? g sama ky aph yg d.liatn ., ehheu

appaan sii mxud.a ?? koo gtu" teuing jd org th ?!

dpan.a alim , blakang.a mh SAMA ajh ?!! hhuh !

ahh , tau ahh !! ngpain jga gu mkirn lu ?! emg.a lu pduli am gu ?!! ahha , nyblin jga nh lama" xo bgni nyata.a !!!

apa aku ?

gu brasa d.gntungn tw g sii am org ., hhuft , gajje bgt .,

hhoaa , smpet sii kpikirn mw nnya gni : "kk anggp ak aph?" , hhoaa , tp g brani gu ., hhuks

cape ? yya bgt ath , jd g enak prasann gu.a gge ., mka.a gu mh pengn tw ajh ., hhuft [gu harep org.a bca nii post]

tnyta bgni rasa.a d.gntungn , gu bru tw , gmanh sakit.a nd gmanh perih.a ., xo gtu maff bgtbgtbgt yh bwt org yg prnh gu gntungn ., hhuks

yya itung" olahraga batin lahh .,

yyasudhlah , b.doa d.best ajh ., hhuft


"kamu terlalu banyak membuatku menggantungkan banyak harapku padamu" hhuft




posted by :
ncapp.XXI :)

ihhi ,seneng tauu .. :)

yya ampuun ..
sekarang mahh udah saling tauu apa yang kita rasa masing"..
seneng dehh ..
lega rasanyaa ..
akhirnya gu punya waktu juga untuk share hal ini ke dia ..
ahha..

seneng ??
jelas banget ..

hal yang aku suka dari kamu :
kamu baik
kamu perhatian
kamu kocak
kamu lucu

Terima Kasih Atas Segalanya :)

untuk semua orang yang aku kenal selama SMP inii ..
[temen sekollah nd guru"]

“hidupku bagai ORIGAMI ,
yang harus kulalui setiap lipatannya demi membentuk rupa yang sempurna ,
salah sekali lipat ,
aku tak akan menjadi sesuatu yang sempurna seperti yang kaliian pinta ..
dan kaliian ,
kaliian bagai warna pada ORIGAMI yang mewarnai hidupku ..
kaliian juga bagai lipatan dan langkah yang menyempurnakan hidupku ..
andai kaliian tau ,
betapa berharganya kaliian dihidupku ..”
~ncapp.XXI :) **[dilarang menduplikasi kalimat tanpa seizin penulis ! caelahh gayanya [LOGAY sangaat!] ahha


1. Kharisma Indra ..
trims udah ada di hidup ak , and at last , you be the man after my heart [but now , I’m too tired to love you if I see the condition nowadays , I hope you asking the reason “why?”] nd sempet juga karna kk , ak ribut ama temen ak [forget it” , lupakan” . ahha masii inget ajh]. makasii juga tas prhatiaannya slama nii nd makasii atas semangatnya biiar ak ngerjaiiin novel ak [judulnya skrg jd The Twilight , Reef and Wave, nti d.kasii soft copy.a dh] nd makasii atas semuuuaaa puisi pembangkit semangatnya nd makasii juga udh mw jadi SAHABAT ak . thank you so much for being my best friend

2. Ikhsan Alditya Rachman ..
[koo gu masii haffal nama pjg lu yh ?? ahha]
trims juga udah ada di hidup gu sampai pada akhirnya lu jadi mantan pertama gu , makasii juga atas sayangnya dan perhatiannya yg udahh pernahh lu kasii ke gu , yg pasti makasii atas segala-galanyaa UNLIMITED AND EVER AFTER . [btw , koo gu kangeun yh ama lu ??! ahha] makasii banyak yya :)

3. M Fajrul ..
trims yya kakaakku udah mau jadi semua ujung ceritaku , berkat cerita jadi aga' legaa nii hatii , nd makasii juga atas saran nd masukannya , biarpun rada" memusingkan , tapi untungnya berguna lahh .. ehhe , makasii yyah abangs !! [abangs baso , abangs cendol .. ahha kidding ^^V] you’re the best brother EVER AFTER .. ahha , excessive :)

4. Mutia A "Rizki"a , Sakinah A , Dyah Ajeng KH , Nida FR , Aida SR ..
thengsoo yya untuk spirit , saran , sayang , dan bantuannya .. SANGAT saiiank kaliian SEKALI , mmuah.mmuah.mmuah.mmuah :) dalala [pusing gu tehh mo ngemeng apalagii , sakiing b.hargaanyaa kaliian semuua di hiduup gu inii] *ajengs : ingaa.ingaa yh b.harganya bukan pake duit , tp pake cintaaahh  . ahha*

5. Luthfiyani Nadia , Rezza Widia ..
thankss yya mamenn nd bebepss , udh mau bikin gu sdikiit legaa dan kaliian bisa m.buat gu tertawaa segila-gilanyaa [XL kalee ahh] buat ejja ~ jha , lu adlh preman tercemen yg prnh gu kenall , tp itu adlh ciri khas lu yg bkin gu sllu ingt ama lu , gu akn sllu nyari org ky lu [wallopun in fact , g da yg bs ng.gantiin lu] nd pasti gu akn sllu kangeun ama lu , jja , SMA dmana lu ? bareng yyo ?? .. ehhe . ahha . :)

6. Conita Istiqomah , R.Fitriani , Putri SI , Niken WW , Fithriyyah Sholihah , Evita "Amal"ia , Dhini Prabandani , Raehana , Lina Utarini , Indah PS , Ni'mah H ..
thankss berkaaat [bukan berkat dari hajatan yh ? ahha] segalanyaa , atas senyum , tawa dan koclaknya dan jugaa everything which you’re given to me :)

7. B.Boyz Class [IX_BR_1--09.10] ..
makasoongs atas semua ledekan yang udah lu banjur nd lu guyuurr semuaa ke gu selama ini [aer kalee ahh] .. berkat itu , nyali nd PD [bukan anak XI_BR] gu naikk 1000% !! nd kaliian juga udh ngebuat JAKET KELAS GU "hampir" DI OPSIB , makasii udh diingetin biaar kitaa ga pake jaket mllu .. but , bgemana pun jugaa , lu semuaa adlh partner blajar gu slamaa tiga tauun nii [iihh knp jugaa mesti brg" lu smuaa coba ?! BETE !! ohho , kidding" , ahha ^^V] .. thankss yya B.Boyz .. :)

8.Umi Hani’ah , K’Salim nd Latifah Mar’ah ..
umii , makasii sangaat yya atas segalaa sayangnya dan pedulinya .. k’salim , thanks for all of your support which given me when I’m in trouble in english .. tiffaa sayaaang , makasii iia , karena ngeliaat kamuu yg lucuu , imutt [kaya akuu , ahha] akuu jadii ga pedulii seberapa galaknyya ayah kamuu .. ahha [peace k’salim ^^V]

9. Pa Ferry Aryadi S ..
babbeh , makasiii yahh slama nii udah bae bangets nd sangaat bae sekalii bahkan, maaf kalo saia suka nyebellin , maklumm masii kecill [geuleuh , leutik ti manahh ?? ahha] makasii juga atas semuaa sampah yang sudahh sering anda [anda ?? ajibb bahasa gu , jlegger ! ahha , LANJUUT] lekatkan ke kerudung saia [emg.a kerudung saia kayya TONG SAMPAH apahh ??! ohho] , ehhe :)

10. Ust. Sam'an ..
ustad , makasii yah , shabrina udh diingetin mana yang baik nd mana yang ngga [tapii keneeh weeh saia ngomong pake gu-lu , ohho maaf yyahh ustadz ^^V] .. you like my grandpa at school :)



11. Mang Unang [MU [cara bacanya sama kya baca singkatan Manchester United]] nd A' Wahid [AW [cara bacanya sama kya baca nama restoran Fast Food]] ..
makasii yh udh mauu diteriakiin nd dimintain toloong nd sukaa minjem LAP nd sukaa minta plastik nd sukaa ngerepotiin [namanya gge shabrina , ahha] .. :)

12. Indra Purwana ..
makasiii sangat yya , lu udah mau gu ceritain ttg apa aja yang ada di comment FS gu [kajeun lu ga ngarti , betul gga PUR ?] nd pda akhirnya sampe detik ini pas ngepost ini post gu blom cerita dgn jelas yahh ke lu ?? ahha , sorry men.. ahha , tenang , ntii gu ceritain selengkaaapnyaa , okeeh ? [ituu juga kaloo gu inget yh ,ndra ?] .. ahha :)

13. Asep Ardi ..
makasii sep , ente udh mau jd pndengar yg baik , bahkann sangat baik menurut gu [nuhun.nuhun.nuhun okayy?] , sorii juga yahh wktu itu prnah buat ente marah [ii ajipp dah , ampe brapa harii tah g negor ? ahha] :)

14. Siti Sachiko Takeda dan Semua OSIS Crew Angk.32’ ..
chikrut !! thanks for all yg udh bikin gu ngakak pas MOM nd pas lagi OSIS !! ahha , saiiank CHIKO juga , mmuah.mmuah :) , trims jugaa buat semuaa anak OSIS yg selallu bisa diajak kerja sama di segala event OSIS ~to Dimas Yoga P : Thanks atas caci maki.a [sorii yh Husni Makki . ahha] yg mengalir dari mlut lu waloopun itu bkan buat gu [tp gu ska keuheul ajh klo nglyt lu marah” , apalagi pas lu marahin anak klas 7 !] ~to Arief Hidayat : Thanks atas minjeemm buku dan pulpennya yg gaa tauu waktuu [pulpen gu lgsg rada macet siiah abs d.pake ama lu .. ahha , kidding riff] nd makasii jugaa udh mauu ngalah buat gu untuk jadi MC pas akreditasi .. ahha senangnyaa^kidding riff ~to Hisni : Thanks uddh b.sedia gu suruh” [cz lu yg plg gmpang d.suruh” . ahha] .. tuss , trutama Ust. Pahlevi atass segalaaaanyaaa yang pastinya UNLIMITED atas semuanyaa yg udh dicurahkann bwt anak OSIS .. :)

15. Semua Guru" Inka dan Guru" ETP ..
makasii yaah umi" nd ust" nd Ms" or Mr" , udh bisa buat shabrina punya ILMU nd udh bisa membuat shabrina mempelajari semuaaanyaa yang harus shabrina terima selama hidup ini dan itu semuaa akn jadi plajaran b.harga d.hdup shabrina , all of you make my life so meaningful .. :)

16. dan LAINNYA yang ga bisa gu sebut ONE by ONE .. [banyak bangeuts sii]
makasii ajh dhh atas segala-galanyaa yg udh kaliian kasii ke ak berupa penghilang sedih atau apa lahh itu bentuknya , makasii yh , karna dgn itu ajh kaliian bisa buat ak mrasa sneng atas semuua ituu .., udhn yh , udh confuse mo ngomong apa lagii .. ehhe :)




 AT LEAST..
[TETEP] MAKASII nd gu MAKASII LAGII untuk kehadiran kaliian di hidup gu ., I’ll never forget u all :)
kaliian buat hidup gu berharga , berartii dan BERWARNA .. :D
inii semuaa untuk kaliian sekarang dan kalau kitaa ga pernah bisaa ketemu lagii selamanyaa , mungkiin , ini adlh ucapan trima kasii gu yg pertama nd yg trakhir yg dipublikasikn k kaliian , nd one more thing yg hrs kaliian ngerti , posisi nomor kaliian di post ini ga ada artinya , ini cuma gu urutin b.dsarkn prasann gu yg gu rasa pas nuliss nii post .. kaliian semuaa sama ajh koo d.hdup gu .. gu syg kaliian [trutamaa IX-BR2].. seneng dehh kenal kaliian semuaa :)

~all of you make my life colorful and more nice with your smile and your laugh which you share to me . all of you , never know what I response all what you do to me . your laugh , smile and happy , make my life so meaningful .. And you must remember , I never forget you and I never erase you from my mind and my memory , I’ll memorize it .. :)


I’ll miss u all ..


























06.07.09
KITA

aku dan kamu
berlari bersama menembus tirai hujan
sambil berkata : "kita sahabat selamanya"

aku dan kamu
duduk bersama menatap bintang
sambil bercerita tentang apa yang kita rasa

aku dan kamu
terpaku bersama didepan jurang
sambil berkata : "kita harus melaluinya"

aku dan kamu
berjalan bersama meniti langit
sambil berpegang erat

hingga pada akhirnya ,
aku dan kamu
terlelap bersama di sabana
dan tak pernah kembali untuk bangun


~ncapp.XXI
nii puisi sengaja dimasukin ksini , cz katanyaa rezza sangaat sukaa . ahha
**ejja , baca yyah .. ahha , sepeciaal ama ples.ples bwt ejja .. ahha :D





Thanks for open this site
http://ncapp21.blogspot.com
see u later at the other post :)

the owner :
shabrina a.m.

ahh lieur sangaaaaattt .. :(

ngaku dong !!

lu tehh masii ngarep bukan ama gu ???

aneh bgd sii ..


trus lu "X5"

apa gu hrus masiih suka ama lu ???


ahh pusing bgd gu ..



utk lu yg pertama ,
kalo emg masii ngarep , bukan gitu caranya ,
lu pergi tiba" dan menghilang ga jelas kemana juntrungannya ..
apa yang bisa gu dapetin dari lu kalo lu.a ajh gituu ..


utk lu yg kedua ,
kalo emang gu harus melupakan lu ,
oke , that's no problem as far the first man give me the best way and can make me happy with him :)

humpp, love u boy !!

terlallu maksaa ??
humpp ngga juga kann .
hanya pengekspresian yang terlalu terbuka .


yya inilahh yang kurasa .
aku suka padamu , boy !

setelah aku tau kamu lebih dekat
mengerti bagaimana seorang kamu
mengetahui apa seorang kamu
dengan segala kurang dan lebihmu

yya itulah kamu .
aku suka padamu , boy !

kamu lucu .
kamu bisa buat aku tertawa .
kamu bisa buat aku terkagum .
kamu bisa buat aku terhanyut .
kamu bisa buat aku bahagia .
kamu bisa buat aku sedih .
kamu bisa buat aku merasa nyaman .

yya itulah kamu .
aku suka padamu , boy !

kamu peduli .
kamu suppel .
kamu ramah .
tak pandang siapakah yang menyapamu .

yya itulah kamu .
aku suka padamu , boy !

yya itulah kamu .
aku cinta padamu , boy !





"I glad hear your voice , we talking each other. I laugh , you laugh , I say I sad , you try to solve. That's you and I love you :) "





to all :
~NB : nama orang yang aku suka bukanlah "boy" melainkan hanya julukan saja agar tidak merasa terlalu dipublikasikan .

haii all

hai all , this my blog after I try much of way to make this one . I think so hard , but so easy . ehhe ..

welcome in my blog :)