the day which I waiting for .. :)

I waiting for this day all day long
as long as I waiting ,
that so many trouble come and go
so you know ,
I thought I can't survive if too long

I'm just too afraid if you same with 'the before'
just hanging me until show me what the real he is ..

yes , I left him ..
with thousand tears and hurt ..

and you came ,
gave me strong to through all the trouble in my life ..
you came and brought a lot of happiness ..
and make me forgot him just for a while that time ..

and you came ,
shared me life ,
and told me how to survive ..

than ,
I waiting for that word ..

I really scare if you look like him ..
I'm not ready for it ..

until I meet this day
17th November 2009 ,
you were being my boy .. haha :)